So, I was kicked out of my mum's house last night because I refused to clean the living room. Seriously, the place is a hell hole and she expects me to clean up after everyone. I'm sick and tired of it; I don't even contribute to the fucking mess. If I made the mess, I would clean it up. But screw that.

Don't get me wrong, I love my mama, but I'm not going to clean her mess, my stepdad's mess, nor my little brother's. Am I a maid? I think not.

I'm happy to get out of that house for reasons like, I don't want to be a maid, my stepdad, stress, my stepdad, the stress of my little brother (tho I luv him majorly), my stepdad... Did I mention my stepdad? It's almost like every other day we get into a fight. And last night, when I was waiting for my real dad to come get me, that man didn't even look at me; it was like I was garbage that didn't exist. I wasn't even good enough for a look of disappointment.

Fuck. Them. All.

The only ones I'll really miss are my sis and my bro. I love my sis a lot and I won't be able to see her much, since she stays over mum's house to watch my bro. My bro I'll miss majorly, even though he annoys me and I annoy him. It'll be weird waking every day without them.

Right now, as hinted to, I'm staying with my dad, but that won't last long and I know it. I might have to go stay with a friend, but I don't know what friend would want me to stay with them. I'm hoping that a certain two might agree, but if they say no, then I'm screwed. My dad doesn't want me here all the time. He loves me, no doubt, but he doesn't wanna take me to school and pick me up (he can't always pick me up anyways) and he likes to get drunk, but knows that I don't like him like that and if I'm here all the time, then he can't. Fuck. I'm screwed.

So, whatever, ranting to let some people know what's going on. Since I am currently without a phone (my mom will be giving it back, soon, but just took it away for temporary punishment) I can't contact anyone who is not online. This is for them. Also for the friends that I have online, so they don't worry if I'm not around for a little while or not as often as I normally am.

Tah-tah.